~"When I look at the 21-year-old me, I do not want to be that person. I was young and naive. I’m a hell of a lot wiser, a hell of a lot stronger, I’m just happier with me now."~

CRAZY

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CRAZY
So, I've decided that from now on when I am feeling insane, my signature will be "xx Crazy Chezzballs"
I LIKE IT, OKAY?
And if you don't, then "I DON'T CARE, I LOVE IT!"
Haha, I just wanted to say that. But I do care.
CAN YOU TELL I'M CRAY CRAY?
UM... I should go offline soon. BUT MY TOE HURTS! (idk where that came from)
BUT BEFORE I GO!
To my glorious inbox:
You all make my life #shamazeballs
Yes, I did just use that word.
#shamazebalss
Not #amazeballs , not #shamazing
#shamazeballs
Oh yeah!
You all make me so happyful and amazingful and I don't know what the heck I'd do without you guys!
 
xx Crazy Chezzballs Out xx
 

 

 
Also I don't want to be single anymore
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Right now, but usually i love being single... TOLD YA I WAS CRAZY!
~"When I look at the 21-year-old me, I do not want to be that person. I was young and naive. I’m a hell of a lot wiser, a hell of a lot stronger, I’m just happier with me now. It’s weird but I’m not scared of it."~
~Cheryl Cole~This is why she's my hero (At 21 she was happily married. She said this after he had cheated on her. Five times.)~
 
So, I saw this, and I decided I should just use it instead of a song... So there ya go!
 
I love you so much. SO MUCH, OKAY!!?!?!?!?!?
 
Random fact: Humans are the only animal capable of suicide... Its not natural, okay? Humans are effed up. This world is effed up. If you are anywhere near suicidal, then get help. You deserve it. You have a right and a way to live, and I promise that we can find it together.
 
PM me? PLEASE? I want to talk to you. REALLY badly. PLEASE????
 
xx Crazy Chezzballs
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This quote is better then any set I could have made
Read it? It will make you happy c:
I'm online for a bit, and I love you forever!
I love my dad... I am so lucky to have him... Literally the best dad I know of.
I love you guys too, okay?
PM me.
 
xx Chezza Out xx

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Not PMing too many people, and I want to lose my taglist less anyways. Peace out perfection! <333
xx Chezza Out xx
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~"Your eyes, they shine so bright! I want to save that light."~
~Demons~Imagine Dragons~Listened to this song the whole way back. Its is amazing~
 
I'm back! First off, I want to say that reading the comments on my last set made me completely amazed... I have so many amazing people to turn to on here, and you all make me so happy. I am so honored to have you all in my life.
 
If you didn't know/care/realize, I was just just gone for over a week. I missed everyone here like hell. I went to volunteer at a homeless shelter. It was truly amazing, but also completely draining... If you wanna know PM me, and I will also probably bring it up in future sets. I am just so happy to be home.
 
I've learned so much this trip... Two of my friends who came had self-harmed. I'd had no idea. And they all went through so much... I am literally the luckiest girl in the world, that's all I have to say c':
 
PM me! I am going to be making a taglist, so it may be a while before you're tagged, but know that I love you all, and that I am here for you. And I've missed you. So much.
 
xx Chezza
IF YOU ARE TAGGED YOU HAVE A GOODBYE NOTE
OKAY! FIRST OFF, ALMOST 2000 FOLLOWERS. WHAT??? THANK YOU SO EFFING MUCH, YOU DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW AMAZED I AM! SECOND OFF, IF I MISSED YOUR NOTE, IT WAS COMPLETELY ACCIDENTAL! AND I LEFT YOU SOMETHING AT THE BOTTOM. PLEASE FORGIVE ME???? (I DID MY INBOX FROM THE LAST MONTH-ISH) I WILL MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! :’C I’M ALREADY AN EMOTIONAL WRECK! I AM NOT GOING TO ANSWER PMS... I HATE GOODBYES. THEREFORE I CHOSE THE SONG “DON’T SAY GOODBYE.” IF, THROUGHOUT THE WEEK-ISH I’M GONE, YOU MISS ME, LISTEN TO THIS SONG. I MEAN IT.
NOTES ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER WHATSOEVER!
 
@gemmastyles-anon
Thank you so much for always PMing me and reading my sets... It means so much, you don’t even understand... If there is ever a favor you need me to do, don’t hesitate to ask, I would do it in a heartbeat! I love you so much, and I will miss your loveliness when I am away :’C
 
@xx-katelyn-xx
I love you so much beautiful, please stay strong when I’m away... Never forget that the sun will always come back out, even if its been cloudy all week. <3
 
@nicolebarrera
OKAPI! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! YOU ARE SUCH A VIVACIOUS (yes, I did just use that word) PASSIONATE, AMAZEBALLS HUMAN BEING AND I FREAKING LOVE YOU! I’M GONNA MISS YOU :’C
 
@chloe-grace-moretz
I love you, okay? Stay strong beautiful. You can to anything you set your mind to . Never. Give. Up. I’m gonna miss you :’c
 
@lanadelrey-anonymous
Heya twinnie! I love you so much, and your optimistic, happy, AMAZEBALLS presence will be sorely missed when I am away. You always know what to say, and you have always stuck with me. I know I can count on you forever, and I sure as heck hope you feel the same way! Love you so much twinnie, and thank you <333
 
@little-mix-anon-157
We’ve only just met, but I love you already c’: You make me laugh, and you are so sensitive and cute and asdfghjkl; I will miss your adorability (I don’t think that’s a word, but then again, how could any real word describe anyone as perfect as you?) so much when I’m away! See you on the flip side <3
 
@madisonsmithkfs
I love you so much, and you deserve the world. If your man has not made it up to you by the time I get online again, I swear to gosh I will do something about it, and it won’t be pretty! You deserve only what makes you happy, and I love you forever and ever. And ever.
 
@anna-antoinette
Hey beautiful girls! Both of you are going to need to take care of each other for me! I love you both so much, and I want you two to stay safe while I’m away. You’ve got so much to live for, and so much to look forward to. Stay strong babies. I love you both so much!
 
@joanne2609-1
Hey beautiful! When I’m away, I want you to know that I’m missing you every day. (THAT RHYMED!!! XD ) You are so kind and lovely and amazing and don’t you ever let anyone tell you otherwise! I wish you only the best, and I will see you soon lovely <3
 
@xx-mil3yr4y-xx
Hey lovely! We haven’t talked much recently, but I still love you and care about you deeply. Remember that for me? You are so kind and amazing and I can’t even cope with how perfect you are, okay? I will miss you so much :’c
 
@grandelicious-anon
We haven’t had a proper talk in WAY TOO LONG, and it is making me sad :c And now I’m leaving! DX I’m gonna miss you beautiful...You’re so unique and individual and perfect, and I love you, okay??? Talk to you soon!!!
 
@sehl3nur
I love you so much. Take care of yourself when I’m gone, okay? And will you do me one single favor? Once a day, remind yourself that you are loved. Remind yourself that someone out there thinks that you are perfect. Please? For me? I love you, perfection <3
 
@nakiaiya
Hey! You are so amazeballs and fantastic and asdfghjkl; We haven’t talked for real in way too long, which is sad, but we are going to fix that as soon as I return, okay? I love you so much, and I hope you have fun with you dad!!!
 
@mylifeisawesomenot
Hey... I miss you. I love you so much. You are perfect, okay? Stay strong, and when I get back we are going to have a nice, long chat and it is going to be amazing and I love you so much, okay???????
 
@sh3ll3y-anonymous
Hey cutie! I have a favor to ask of you for when I’m away... Take care of my lesbian lover? (aka your girlfriend) I hope you know we’re kidding about the lesbian lovers part, I hear you both get jealous very easily, and you two are perfect together, so I just wanted to make that clear c’: You are so lovely to talk to, and we shall talk more once I return! <3
 
@its-indiana-bby
I miss you so much, and I’ve barely met your baby, and we NEED to get on this NOW! Okay? Okay... But I need to leave now, so we will get on this ASAP!! I love you so much, I hope that all is well, and we are going to have so much amazingness once I’m back!!!! <3
 
@austinjandrews
I love you so much dear! I hope all is well and that your summer is amazing! I will be gone for a bit, but once I’m back we need to have a good old catch-up! Okay??? Stay amazing, dearest <3333
 
@jackandfinn-anonymous
Heya! You are so sweet and kind and amazing all-around! Sorry I’m such a boring person, lol c’: I love you so much, and I am gonna miss you on this trip. Have fun, stay safe, and remember that you are perfect! <3
 
@y0ur-princ3ss
Hey babe c: I know we haven’t talked nearly enough recently, and I’m so sorry about that as its completely my fault. And now I’m going away for a week. I miss you like crap already, so I can only imagine what it’s going to be like this week... I love you baby. You are such a lovely, kind light in my life. You always make me happy, and you always know what to say. Thank you for your constant optimism, and your adorable smiley faces, and your infectious personality, and you overall perfection. I am so blessed to have you in my life. I love you.
 
@perrieedwards-xx
Buzzy wuzzy... This is going to be really emotional. I can already feel my eyes welling up. I love you so much. It’s unreal. You are so selfless... There is literally nothing I wouldn’t tell you. You do everything for everybody else, but you also keep a level head. Even when you’re feeling eh, you manage to make me smile and laugh like a little kid. Our conversations range from silly parties to deep soul searches. But no matter what the topic is, I love everything we talk about. You just make everything llamazing (tm). I am re-astounded (not a word, but aren’t those the best?) every day by your hope and your positivity. I admire everything you do. Thank you so much for making every day an adventure. Hey, you’re my Buzz and I’m your Woody! There’s nothing we can’t handle <3 I love you to beetle juice and back, and I will miss you so effing much, my best fish friend c’:
 
@kat-100
Baby, we have been through so much together. And although stupid time differences keep us apart (We are still gonna kill time-zones together, right?) I find that you are one of the most reliable friends I have. I know that you have some self-image issues, so let me tell you this once again. You. Are. Beautiful. Anyone who disagrees needs their eyes/head checked. And that’s just physical beauty. On the inside, you are the sweetest, loveliest girl I know. I love you so much, and please take care of yourself when I’m away! Honey, you’re worth it <3
 
@mindlesslybeautiful143 (Bre)
I cannot believe that we only met a little bit ago! Its actually insane! You have become one of my dearest friends in such a quick amount of time! That’s crazy! Anyways, I want you to know that I am going to miss you like heck! You always brighten up my day, and you are such an unbelievable cutie <3 Thank you for talking to me c: When I get back we can FINALLY hang out! I’m sorry for being so inconsistent, and thank you so much for bearing with me! I love you so, so, so much!!!
 
@birdy-xoxo-anon
Sometimes I feel like we barely know each other, and sometime I feel like we’ve known eachother forever... it’s a bit odd really! Either way, I know one thing for sure, and that is that I love you and I’m so lucky to have you in my life. You are funny, even when you’re sick, and you are a very honest person. I value both of these traits immensely, and I really want to become close with you. (That sounds really desparate, doesn’t it?) Well, its 100% true. I want to get to know you, since as far as I can tell, you’re a pretty flawless individual <3 I love you! See you when I get back c:
 

@your-jade-thirlwall-anonxoxo
I miss you Paulito. So effing much. You always listen to my stupid problems, no matter how serious your own problems are. You are literally the perfect friend. You always have my back, and you better know that I sure as heck have yours! No matter what you decide to do with your current Poly-issues, we are still in a womance with a love child, so I guess neither of us are ever really single c: Just knowing that makes me the luckiest girl in the world <3 You are so perfect, even if you can’t see it. I won’t get too specific here, but in real life, if a certain someone so much as lays a finger on you again, I will find their address and I will come over there to hurt them back in person. You deserve only joy. A perfect ending that deserves a perfect person like you is out there somewhere, and you two will find each other soon enough, don’t ewe worry about it <3 Stay strong while I’m away, and I love you 5evah and 5always and 5more! c’:
 
@heather-morris-annon
Heya Heather c: I love you so much! You are both a fighter and a lover, and you stand up for what you think. I admire that about you so much. I have so much respect for everything you do and everything you are and the way you express yourself. You always cheer me up, and even if our conversation-topics seem boring, the conversations themselves are never boring. Thank you for always putting a smile on my face. I am so sorry for being so inconsistently online, it really sucks only getting snippets of your amazingness each time. Thank you for putting up with that. It truly means so much. I love you so much baby, and I’ll see you in a few days! <3
 
@mamacita-gomez-anon
Seligator... We have been through everything together. EVERYTHING. You showed me what a good anon was and gave me something to aspire to. You never cease to amaze me with your willingness to learn, your never ending compassion, and your unbelievable selflessness. I love you so much, and I don’t know where the heck I’d be without you. Most of my friends I can trace back to you. I met Cara and Demi through you, and so I literally owe you more than I can ever hope to repay. So please, if you ever need/want anything, and I mean ANYTHING, come to me. I will always do my best to get you what you need. I love you forever and ever and more! #GURLPOWAR c’:
 
@y0ur-sweetheart
You are never alone. When you feel like no one’s beside you, please remember that my love for you is endless. It spans all logic, time, distance, and dimension. So even if no one is in the room, even if I’m not online, please know that a big piece of my heart is right beside you. That piece is yours forever, and it will never desert you. So when things get rough, bear it out. You are worth fighting for. I won’t be here to remind you for the next few days, so please don’t let yourself forget it. You are so loved. You are so beautiful. So kind. So lovely. And if anyone disagrees, they better know that one angry Chezza will be coming after their mother-effing butt the moment she gets back! I love you so much, and when you hurt, I hurt. Anyone messes with my Demi, they mess with me. End of story. In short, Gracie, I fukking love you forever.
 
@official-styles
My dearest sissy, I love you. Thank you for always being there for me. And for always caring. I cannot wait for the wedding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #dying XP... Anyhoo, I love you. Have I said that already? Probably. No regrets! I love you so much that even if I said it a million times it wouldn’t be close to how much I love you, okay? Lexi, we all feel confused sometimes. If life was simple, then what on Earth would be the point? If we figured out the meaning of life, wouldn’t life, in a sense, lose its meaning? I think so. So embrace your confusion. Embrace your questionings and your mixed emotions. Those are what makes you human. Those are what makes you the perfect person that I know you are. Keep your chin up. You are kind. You are compassionate. You are important. You are smart. You are perfect. I love you.
 
@c-dele
Dearest Caraboob... What can I say? I truly don’t know what I’d do without you. As for your maybe-break, here are a few things to keep in mind. (1) Other ways to stay in contact, because I can-not and will-not lose you, and (2) Taking time to figure it out. I suggest you try and get offline. Lose your commitment to Polyvore for a certain amount of time, say a month. In that month, nobody matters except you. If YOU want to get online, not because someone else will want you there, but because YOU want to be on this site, then you can come online. If YOU don’t want to deal with Polyvore that day, but you “should” get online, DON’T get on. See what that’s like for a month-ish, and from there you can decide what you want to do. That’s my two-cents c; Anyways, I love you so much. And if I could chose to spend my birthday with ANYONE in the world, it would probably be you, with Ed Sheeran or Cheryl Cole coming in a close second. Stay safe baby. Know that I love you forever and ever and more. I will never be disappointed, but I do expect you to fight hard, for both of us. Please remember that you are perfect, if not to yourself, then to me. Nothing you do could ever change that. I love you.
 
@official-olly-murs-anon
I doubt you will ever see this, but if you do, please remember that I love you. I always have, and I always will. Nothing will change that. Please come back, baby. Please.
 

IF I MISSED YOU I AM SORRY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! I TRIED MY VERRY BERRY BEST TO GET EVERYONE, BUT ITS REALLY HARD XC IF I MISSED YOU I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF, OKAY? SO HERE’S A LITTLE NOTE TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO READ WHAT I WRITE.
 
I love you. Truly. And you have so much to live for. Although I may be gone, I’m still thinking about Polyvore. It’s truly such a huge part of my life. And I want to thank you for that. YOU are the puzzle piece that makes this site the site it is. So, in a sense, YOU make my life the way it is. Thank you. I love you. Stay safe, and PM me. I promise to reply ASAP. <3
 
THIS TRIP WILL NOT BE LIKE NEW YORK. ABSOLUTELY ZERO INTERNET. SO STAY SAFE FOR ME? I’LL BE BACK EITHER LATE NEXT SATURDAY NIGHT OR THAT SUNDAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. NO JOKE. NO LIE. JUST LOVE.
 
xx Chezza Out xx
 

 

 

 

 

 

Why am I crying? Can someone please tell me?
R E A D ~"Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through. 'Cause I've seen the dark side too when the night falls on you. You don't know what to do. Nothing you confess could make me love you less."~
~I'll Stand by You~Girls Aloud~I cry every time I here this song, full lyrics below~
 
I'll hop right to it. I love you. SO much. You are a complex, living, breathing individual. You have your moments, and so do I. You have emotions and feeling that you cannot explain. You've been pushed around before. Well remember this; I've got your back. Always. You are never alone if you don't want to be.
 
You are not a failure. "No man is a failure who has friends." (It's a Wonderful Life) And you have a friend. Even if we've never talked, I am making a vow to you. I will always be here for you. And if I'm not online, the people with the special tags in my list, those people are amazing as well. They will have your back.
 
Remember that you are beautiful. That you are worth something. That you are smart. And you are kind. And you have a heart. And that heart has a home, right here <3
 
Tomorrow is my last day on Polyvore for a while... I shall do an inbox letters set. Saturday is my birthday. I won't be online. The day afterwards I leave for a service trip. I don't even bring my phone along. So until next Sunday, I'm out. But my love for you, and your amazingness is never out.
 
Stay strong. I love you.
If you read this, please comment; "I am loved."
 
xx Chezza Out xx
 

 
Lyrics:
Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
’cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
 
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
 
So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
’cause even if you’re wrong
 
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
 
And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own
 
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
 
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
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~"More loneliness then anyone could bear, rescue me before I fall into despair."~
~Message in a Bottle~The Police~I miss him~
 
So, I gotta go now, but I love you. Before I go here's a list of a few things I care about and a few things I don't.
 
Things I don't care about:
-your past
-your race
-your sexuality
 
Things I do care about:
-your happiness
-your health
-your joy
-your life
-you
 
PM me Mr/Mrs/anything in between?
 
xx Chezza Out xx
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~"I'll never be the person that everyone else wants me to be."~
~Paper Dreams~Lucy Spraggan~Lucy's so talented~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jT4lRO4y1Gc
 
I heard this song on my walk, and I was reminded of it's #amazingness ... I now have #amazingness , #amazeballs and #shamazing . Oh yeah.
 
I gotta go work out and then spend time with my family... I love you all so much, but alas, 'tis time. c':
 
See you tomorrow in this beautiful world of Poly <3
 
xx Chezza Out xx

New #CCClique

13 days ago - 631 views
New #CCClique
I will tag my complete and unabridged inbox... ALL OF IT... Because those are the people who would really care about the sets I make. And also the old #CCClique of course <3
 
(Not doing an intro since I've been here over 4 months... I might change my bio tomorrow though!)
 
xx Chezza